Written on 27 Mar : 21:50
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morning - Buck Cherry
Almost a month has gone by.
Haven't even left my apartment in the last 3 weeks, I have no idea what is
wrong with me. Feels like the worst case of the flu I have ever had but at the
same time I keep having strange hallucinations. It appears as thoough my body
parts are changing, but when I wake up they look normal. I must have a fever
that is dangerously close to fatal.
Chicago isnt turning out like I thought it would, I lost my job with the bureau as of today. They left a message on the machine a few days ago, giving me three days to report in. No way I could have gone down there in this condition. They would think I was on dope and commit me to a psycho ward. There was even a call from my old chief in D.C. he had heard the news, had gotten the word that I had lost it. Told him I was bitten by a dog and now was some type of agoraphobic. I am screwed up that is true, but I dont have a phobia.....something is very, very wrong.
However, I do have a feeling of anticipation, like something big is on the horizon, maybe I am crazy. Maybe I have totally went wacko, whatever it is man I just don't know. Something big is coming though, I can feel it. Feel it like it is pulsing through my veins.
Chicago isnt turning out like I thought it would, I lost my job with the bureau as of today. They left a message on the machine a few days ago, giving me three days to report in. No way I could have gone down there in this condition. They would think I was on dope and commit me to a psycho ward. There was even a call from my old chief in D.C. he had heard the news, had gotten the word that I had lost it. Told him I was bitten by a dog and now was some type of agoraphobic. I am screwed up that is true, but I dont have a phobia.....something is very, very wrong.
However, I do have a feeling of anticipation, like something big is on the horizon, maybe I am crazy. Maybe I have totally went wacko, whatever it is man I just don't know. Something big is coming though, I can feel it. Feel it like it is pulsing through my veins.
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